there are sometimes where i'm so happy i could burst, and i feel that i have everyone and everything i need in my life.
then something clicks in my brain, something triggers it..and i'm before you know it i'm plunging into the realms of nothingness, numbness and silence. and for a second, i dont want to come out of it - in a strange way its like i can't remember feeling anything else but this.
then i remember what i have in my life and the cycle begins again.