i'll get away from here one day.
escape the emotional chains & barriers holding me back.
i'll live in solitude and be at one, not with myself but with what surrounds me.

i want someone to want to decipher my only hopes of not being forgotten.
i want to be known as a mystery,
and i want to penetrate their minds with my words, perceptible or not.

to escape what i am living in at the moment, will satisfy me only for so long,
because the thing i am truely running from is my mind,
and i hope to god i lose it.